I Almost Didn’t Start…But Here I Am
There have been a lot of ideas over the years. A variety of websites created by me. My last one, Flourish by Mindy, came the closest to what I envisioned. I even obtained an LLC for that one. But something was still missing. I knew what I wanted… I just wasn’t sure how to fully step into it. Or maybe I was—and fear kept me from moving forward.
The older I get, the more I realize how many of my decisions (or lack of them) have been shaped by fear. Fear of failing. Fear of what others might think. Fear of being judged. Even fear of success.
I had the idea for Blondy & Jhune months ago, but I dragged my feet… even though I felt pulled toward it. What would people think? Did anyone really care what I had to say? Did I even have anything to say?
My daughter—too wise for her age—said to me, “Don’t worry about anyone else. Do it for yourself.”
She’s right.
So here we are. I’m jumping in. A full plunge. No dipping my feet. No hesitation. Just a beautiful swan dive into the unknown of starting something new.
Life is a beautiful thing, and in my world, even the clouds tend to be a little colorful. I hope to share the lovely parts—recipes, fashion, and simple joys—but also make space for real conversations about this season of life.
I’m in my fifties, and things are shifting. Kids are becoming adults. My body doesn’t always feel like my own. Relationships evolve. And the world feels very different from the golden, carefree 80s of my youth.
So how do we navigate it all?
With strength and a hint of defiance.
I’m so excited to be here. Scared, nervous, thrilled… and just a little defiant.
Stay awhile.
xo, Mindy